**No one was harmed in the writing of this blog
I've had a really hard time getting started with my blogging. I've been so eager, but could never figure out what to write about.
We're supposed to write about our journey. What God is doing in our lives. He's done so much already, but sometimes I just feel like a huge mess with no organization, and no clue how to write it all down without writing a novel.
What I've realized is that i need to start dissecting myself.
What?!
I've dissected lots of things in my life: pig, cat, shark, sheep brain, mudpuppy, cow eye, pigeon, etc. (the joys of having a degree in biological sciences)
but myself?!
Yes.
The whole purpose of dissecting something is to discover how and why things work the way they do. This is what I have to do. Take myself apart one piece at a time and discover the wonderous person God has created in me.
I'm impatient.
I love to laugh.
I love to make other people laugh.
I like to control things.
I have trust issues.
I'm needy.
I like to be recognized.
I have a heart full of love, but I'm afraid to put it to use sometimes.
I'm lazy.
The list goes on.
Blogging is going to be good for me. It's going to be tough sometimes, but I feel like I'm going to learn a lot about myself through it. Or at least I'll be able to use it to share this new person I'm discovering with everyone.
I'm so excited for this journey. And I'm so excited to get to know myself a little better.
And God saw everything He had made, and behold, it was very good. Genesis 1:31
