I have been in a weird place lately to be really honest.
I have felt like I have lost my heart.
I have felt like I have lost my focus,
my concentration,
my dedication.
And it has really brought me down to a point where I didn't really know what was going on.
But I took on a stance of trust.
I trusted that whatever I was going through, the Lord was showing me something about my heart.
He was showing me stuff about my insecurities, and I have been trusting that whatever I was/am going through, the Lord would bring me out of it.
And only in the past week or two have I felt like my normal self again.
So, with all that being said, I am back to the real Erica.
So whoever you were talking to a month ago, it wasn't me. It was another version 😉 haha
I am back where I need to be.
And the Lord HAS been revealing to me some issues of the heart that I have.
And I am working through them with Him, and not by myself.
He is showing me who I really am.
But what I realized today once again is that going on such a mission as this is my dream.
This is my dream, people.
If there was any mission in the world that would be the exact replica of who I am
and the things that I want to see God do
and the places where I want to be at,
The World Race would definitely be it.
And I am so thankful, so honored, so humbled, and so blessed
knowing that the Lord has allowed me to be a part of such a mission.
A mission where I can just go,
where I can make an impact,
where I can see God moving in other parts of the country,
where I can help,
where I can be there for others,
where I can grow,
where I can be a disciple to the nations,
where I can be exactly who God created me to be.
I wasn't designed for a normal lifestyle.
I was designed to get out there and just go.
I was designed to leave everything behind and just follow Jesus.
So I need to remember that when I get caught up with other things that are thrown at me.
I need to remember that when I get discouraged.
And maybe you do too.
But with all that being said,
I
cannot
do
this mission without you.
I really can't.
So, if in your heart, you feel led to give in some way, shape or form,
please message me on how you can do so.
I would love to talk to you about it,
meet with you about it,
and share the biggest chunk of my heart with you.
This is my dream.
This is God's dream.
Join me in making it happen! 🙂
