All my life, public speaking has never been my forte. I get all shaky, I sweat like a man, and all I wanna do is throw up. Be it small groups, large groups, or even just one person….it.terrified.the.crap.outta.me. Sure—-I had oral communications in school and I have shared my testimony here and there, but never was I confident in the words that I spoke. I was totally content with just sitting in the shadows and allowing "others" to do the talking.
Well—–this was all before the Father told me to start using my voice month 2 of the race. Ha. Even when He told me to start blowing my trumpet, I did, but with a lot of hesitation.
Then, month 4, He showed me a vision of me standing in front of congregations——PREACHING. Again. Ha. Ha. Very funny Lord. I am telling you,
BUT….He kept showing me these images of me standing in front of huge groups, small groups, groups of women, groups of men, groups of children….anyone who will listen….SPEAKING.
Sharing the Gospel.
I didn't understand, but at the end of month 4, I began to embrace the images He had been showing me. I started to feel my Spirit step outside of my flesh.
Month 6 came around—–I really learned then what it meant to use my voice with the team that I had been placed with.
Then—month 7. Malaysia. It's almost the end of month 7 and tonight I got one of the biggest most intense prophesies of my life.
My contact (who is seriously in tune with the Spirit)—spoke the annointing of Evangelism over me.
That I had doors to unlock for people.
That my family was and is are people that I am gonna love well (this one brought me to tears).
Man—-my mind.was.blown by the Fathers words, but it did nothing but confirm the images and the words that He had been showing me. Looks like I will be "throwing up" in front of congregations.
Crazy. Crazy. Crazy.
I have no idea what my future holds other than it will be less of me and more of Him. (John 3:30)—– thanks Michael Nicosia.
Gonna keep blowing that trumpet.
I will end this blog with one thing and one thing only.
He is GOOOOOODDD.
Emm
