Sometimes I just feel like I am failing, like the Holy Spirit is calling to me but I am too lazy to get off my back side. I tend to pick-up habits for some time, good ones I mean, like eating healthy and it lasts and it is great and I feel good and I am treating my temple for The Lord well and then something goes and interrupts that and all of a sudden I find that I have made it on to the HOT MESS EXPRESS TRAIN: It is easy to get on, all are welcome!(The trains slogan I swear) It is one of the hardest things ever to be REAL LIFE DAUNTLESS AND JUMP OFF THE FREAKIN’ TRAIN! I know it is no good to stay yet it is so hard to start again even if it is just one instance/interruption.
Consistency seems to be the thing I #FAIL at a lot, as I heard Judah Smith say it at Passion, “I am consistently inconsistent.” It is so true! I read my bible every night for some time then I forget once and I just stop bothering. I eat healthy for something like 3 months and then go to church camps and have the hardest time trying to recover what I had when I get back!
I am learning to FIGHT, it is a process I am still working on as I know plenty of us are and I just have to remember when I trip or fall I must keep trying and to never listen to the voice hovering over me saying, “STAY DOWN IF YOU KNOW WHAT’S GOOD FOR YOU.” Pshhh BRING IT! I will become the fearless woman God has called me to be and I will be “Dauntless” and jump off the Hot Mess Express.
Join me as I fight, and lets pray for each other so we might overcome!!
