post training camp, pre launch.

an awkward but beautiful time.

we were warned at training camp that satan does not like when we say yes to God. we were reminded to be on guard, spiritual warfare is legit- don’t be naïve. i left training camp with bigger and better things as my mindset. 

okay- i’m bored with this lil introduction paragraph or whatever. let me get real.

hi,

satan has attacked me with the feeling of loneliness. i know this is satan’s tactics of distracting me from Abba, i know this loneliness is from satan and nOt God because it is the exact opposite of what Truth tells me.

Truth tells me i am never alone and i am beloved

but man, i’ve felt lonely... disconnected… distant… invisible

yup. that’s all i have to say really. but i know it’s NOT God making me feel this way. God is good. i also know satan loses power when you bring to light what he tries to convince you. 

so here i am, feeling lonely and disconnected. but i’m stripping satans power away.

ok that is all. thanks for reading.

 

much love,

emi