11 months of…

-denying myself (my wants, desires) and taking up my cross daily ( jesus’ wants, desires)

-saying “yes” to God and stepping out of my comfort

-asking God for things and trusting that He will provide

-walking through grief and things I didn’t want to face 

-building raw genuine friendships with the people on my squad

-experiencing different cultures, religions, food & water 

-heading peoples’ stories and sharing God or seeing Him within them

-seeing poverty and oppression 

-manual labor, teaching, praying, painting, planting, singing, dancing, feeding, worshipping and fellowship with people around the world 

-redefining what love is & what ministry means

-vulnerability and deepened trust & expectation from the Lord

-miracles, salvations, and joy unexplained 

-building friendships with my host families and locals & goodbyes

-stretching the box that I put God and worship in

-experiencing church in a real, authentic, whole way 

-growth in understanding of God’s character, strength, depth and closeness 

-languages, handshakes, dances, & songs 

-busy loud city living to quiet deserted village living 

-difficult conversations, confrontation and speaking hard truths in love over one another

-constant change and growth 

-forming my identity in the kingdom as a daughter capable of far more than I give myself credit for 

-tears in loss and laughter in celebrating victories in each other’s lives 

-conquering fears and empowering others to do the same 

-breathtaking views of star blanketed skies and sunrises and sunsets 

-transportation via car, bus, train, tap tap, tuck tuck, plane, taxi, Uber 

-a place to call home

-realizing how alike we as humans are 

-feeling God’s love through others’ words and actions 

-transforming my view of Christianity and God’s expectations of me 

-adventures and fun that I will cherish for forever 

-mountain and ocean views to admire 

-transforming my view of hospitality and seeing how quick people of other cultures are to make you feel welcomed and loved

-being interruptible to those around me and stopping to smile and acknowledge everyone around me (yes you have time in your busy schedule to talk/ help people)

-seeing food as a love language and a thing that rallies people together 

-learning new worship songs, scripture & genuinely enjoying reading (hello Harry Potter)

-playing new & old games & sports 

-enjoy life in the simplicity & also in the chaotic busy 

-being treated like family from complete strangers 

-holding babies, playing with kiddos, & speaking truth over them

-being approached by strangers simply because I’m not speaking their language or because of the color of my skin 

-selfies with locals that treat us like celebrities 

-shopping in crazy street markets, corner stores, malls & learning how to barter & negotiate prices 

-stories and experiences that honestly you just had to be there to get the whole picture

-weird injuries, sickness and witnessed healings

-street pups and cats 

I cannot thank everyone enough for supporting me this past year! You made so many things happen

I’m about to get to the airport for my last few travel days! ahhh