It's a shame that after everything that God has done for me I continue to doubt his goodness, and the call he has on my life.
I am sitting at work…. freaking out.( Which I have been doing for a number of days now)
Looking over deadlines and things.
I have about $600.00 raised.
I have to have $3,500 by October 1st.
$2,900 in less than 2 weeks.
Me: "God, I don't know if I'm going to make my deadline. I mean, I feel like you have called me to do this but…. know I'm not too sure. I have to raise $2,500 dollars in such a short period of time. I'm freaking out here!!!!"
Nothing.
Me: "God, what if I don't get all the money? I moved back home from college. I am going to look like such a failure!"
Nothing.
Me; "God, what if I just screwed everything up?"
"Emily, don't worry."
Needless to say I still wasn't convinced.
Then I get the urge to go check my online account.
BAM.
$2,500 in my online account! Between three people I got over $1,900 dollars.
And all I hear in the back of my head is…
"Told you so."
Then over the next week I raised over $1,000 dollars from selling my shirts, bracelets, and from the lunch I served at my church on Sunday.
Psalm 33:44 For the word of the LORD is right and true; he is faithful in all he does.
