“For you created my inmost being; you knit me together
in my
mother’s womb.
  – Psalm 139:6

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Words can’t recount the reality that my eyes see each day.
Yet, my reality is far different from theirs. I am simply in the middle of it all, unable to often understand
my place or my voice.
 

I feel lost at times, amidst the chaos, the numbers, and
the language barrier.  You can feel
crippled if you look at the startling truth surrounding you. Often, communicating
through a sweet handshake or a kind smile is the only option.

These are the things I do know – these are my cries.

They are – No longer children.

Already, grown ups.

Who is robbed of this simple innocence?

Who is this brave?

Who fights for them, Lord?

KEEP THEM CLOSE TO YOU.

In Mwanza, Tanzania – you are called to grow up much faster
than you might want to. You become a parent before you become a teen.
 
The eyes
of these children are far different than I have seen before.

Their eyes tell their story.

Their inner soul pierces your HEART when you glance at them.

They grab your hands and desire a warm embrace. 

How can I love them like you, Lord?

Who reads their bedtime stories?

Who tucks them in and whispers, “snug as a bug in a rug?”

When did CHILDREN START RAISING CHILDREN?

These are my questions.
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The answers are far from me.  Only you can save them, Lord. 

WHISPER to them about your GREAT LOVE.
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You are a father to the fatherless; shelter these sweet ones
under

your protection, all their days.