Dear insecurity,
I understand that you’ve been around for a very long time, but I’ve come to
realize there is no more room for you. I’ve lived with you for many years and
you’ve become something comfortable to put on everyday. You tell me constantly
that I am replaceable and other people value all relationships above a relationship
with me. Fear of being left is fueled by your lies and the stories you replay in my
head. You aren’t clever or creative; you use the same stories and deceptions to
make me fall into your trap… but I’m walking away. I trust myself and believe in
who God created me to be and that is not someone who has fear in relationships.
She is also not someone who does not feel worthy. God created me as a strong
woman who is worthy to be loved by her Lord, but also by other people. You’ve
ruined many friendships and held me back in so many relationships but now as I
step out in boldness, there is no place for you. The Lord speaks wonderful sweet
truth over me and all you speak is lies. I trust in everything the Lord is doing and
that it all has purpose, so by Him telling me to leave you behind there is purpose in
that. Please do not miss me too much because I ain’t comin’ back. See ya never!
Emily Noel Richardson
