God is my WiFi – Botswana
Month 4 has been the hardest for me yet while on the race. I had to remind myself over and over again to that this is where God wants me at right now.
Hearing news from home that my sister Wilma was not doing good was really hard for me. I just wanted to hop onto a plane and go home and be with her. That is what my flesh wanted to do. I knew this was not what God had for me. So God is my only source ever that truly understands me. So I was praying and knew this is the best way I can serve my sister and God is in control of all of this.
So in saying this WiFi was not good at all in Botswana and I needed that to contact my family to see how Wilma was doing. Or… so I thought. God had a better plan. So the first week I was there I found out about Wilma so I thought it would be best if I would just get a SIM card so I can keep in close contact with my family. Well… I went to buy it and didn’t have my passport with me so… change of plans. I couldn’t buy one after all. I must say I was very frustrated. So I started asking God why this now. As I said, God always wants what is best for us. So for me I started worrying and I had a hard time staying focused of where I was called to be. I didn’t want it this way. So with me not having readily access to contact my family. It made me see where I should actually have my focus and that is to ask God to see how Wilma is doing. To release Wilma to him and trust him in every thing. So through asking God answered my prayers. I experienced God in new ways. He came through dreams, songs, and literally hearing him speak to me through songs. I also experienced so much support from my team. They prayed for and with me. They walked with me.
My friends, I would not of experienced this if I would of had WiFi as I would of ran to my family for answers instead of God. So through this I experienced that God is my WiFi! In fact better than wifi as God is faithful and will never leave us nor for sake us.
