We were asked to write a blog about how we felt before leaving on this mission trip. Here is what I’m expecting:
Honestly, I don’t really want to form expectations, for a few reasons:
1. I don’t want to be disappointed, and
2. I feel like making expectations puts God in a box.
However, I will list a few things I think probably will happen, in addition to things I would like to happen.
I think:
I will cry at least once a month.
I will be forced to confront a lot outside my comfort zone.
I will resist leaving my comfort zone.
I will experience a lot of emotional and spiritual highs and lows.
I will miss my family.
I will suddenly develop an affinity for rice and beans.
I hope:
God pulls off something that only be explained by His presence.
I experience the Lord’s love and can show the same love to others.
My team becomes my new family.
I will make a difference in some small way for one person.
I can get over my fears and anxieties and out of my comfort zone.
The highs of the trip are more numerous and memorable than the lows.
I can shake off the lows.
I don’t get sick of rice and beans.
I find new ways to cook rice and beans to avoid monotony.
Honestly, I really don’t know what else to expect. I suppose that
makes this trip more of an adventure. It’s always more fun to be
surprised.