Yes, I shaved my head. Yes, I did spend a month in Rwanda and a month in Uganda with a different team. Yes, I am in Thailand on a new team. But that isn't what I am going to blog about.
What's the use anyway? I know a lot of people view this but does anyone actually read it? If so, please comment. I don't get much communication with non world racers.
To be honest, this is the reason I haven't blogged about what I do. I came on this thing to do God's work so that others can enter His kingdom but I aslo came on this thing so that God could completely change my life.
On my way to Chiang Mai from Bangkok, God start speaking to me. He started to woo me.
The next day, he did it again. He wrote me two love letters in two days! I've never gotten a love letter before.
When I set aside time for him, he wrote me a love letter each day. I have five.
I've missed out on eight love letters. Not the point.
I would like to share the second one he wrote me.
My beloved,
I see you. You aren't yourself. What's up? What are you thinking? Tell me. Let me remind you of something, Beautiful. I love you. I will always love you. You can't do anything to make me stop loving you. Don't worry about others and their relationship with me. Focus on just us. I have so much to tell you!
I have blessed you with this race, this pilgramage. You've been able to get connected with many different ares of ministries in different parts of the world. People back home could benefit from this.
Let this love overflow onto your teammates, your family, your squadmates, the women you are to be ministering to this month, and the people around you. i will constantly fill you up. Continue to spend time with me and worship me.
I'm excited to write to you, my love, daily. Try to embrace the mess this month. Beautiful things come from messy places. Choose me. Don't fall back into numbness. Don't spend too much time by yourself. You will need time to process and to hear from me.
Your lover
