I have been reminded of what first impressions can do. What I put on here helps people form an idea of who I am. I have been reminded that I only should put truths on here and I agree. I didn't realize the way I worded some things in previous blogs. [ I have either edited or deleted some] I made it sound like I made the decision to live in that sin. God has put light on some past issues and while I was trying to deal with it, I put it on here for the whole world to see. Those issues put lies into my head.
The truth is that God loves me and wants me to be free. He has set me free of the lies. I have said this before but I will serve him happily through singleness. I will serve him with the same happiness if He puts the man He wants me to serve along with. I'm human and I would love to experience the love that man and woman have but I know I will be happy single as well. Since I feel like God is leading me to show love to human trafficking victims, especially sex trafficking victims; then His love might be seen more or better though me being single. Either way, I am seeeking God's will. Please pray for me as I learn to seek out the truth and be able to know when it is Him speaking.
I also ask you to pray that peace will flow through my family. I don't know why I didn't think about this since I have been asked to be less personal by family members. I am truly sorry. Please don't worry, I am fine. God is holding my hand. He is leading me to the right path. My eyes have been refocused and is 100% focused on Him.
Support update:I have met the August 18th deadline. WOHOO!! The support of family members and friends have exceed my dreams of what they would give. Thank you God for providing these people with the money at this time. I am still in need though. I need a total of $10,500 in my account on December 1, 2011. I need the total $14,800 in my account by March 1, 2012.
Which means, I need:
$4,500 by December 1, 2011 to meet that deadline
Then I need:
$4,300 more by March 1, 2012 to meet that deadline
So I need a total of: $8,800 to be fully funded.
