I wish I could say that was the amount I needed left or that was the amount I recently received but no. It is the amount I am owe to my school. The amount I couldn't get covered with loans or scholarship. I'm not exactly sure what the procedure is with me not being able to pay and then going to be out of the country for 11 months. I know I am going to have to find a way to defer my loans. Will a collection agency take it over and make annoying phone calls to my grandmother's house or my cell phone? I am still working so I guess my paychecks will go to that. The question now is, what about spending money for the next year? Will I be that person that only spent $7 because that is all I will have? I want to have faith that God will provide. I feel like He can get me fully funded by launch but what about everything else? Travel insurance, shots, airporter type bag, etc. Or the things I would like to get like an itouch to be able to skype because I most likely won't be taking a laptop. My mom has helped me so much to get the things I needed for training camp but with Michelle's wedding, airplane tickets for Will to get here and back for the wedding, dad's nursing home rent, and trying to switch insurances; she can't just give me money. She told me the money she gave me to cover training camp would be to pay me back from borrowing money from me during high school. She has no savings and has been trying to save for the past 2 years so she'll have money if something happened to my grandmother or my dad. You see, she lives with my grandmother and would have to move out if my grandmother had to move out or something else happened.
Okay, that was probably a little too much detail but that is me. When I start talking, I give a lot of details. I know I said I would talk about training camp on my next blog but my mom just got home and she is my ride to the fedex to drop off my India visa application. I'll make a part 2 when I get back. 🙂
