"You have listened to fears again, child," said Aslan. "Come let me breathe on you. Forget them. Are you brave again?"
Prince Caspian, The Chronicles of Narnia
C.S. Lewis
Lately I have been pushing away from the Lord. I have been seeking out my own interests and failing to recognize his love around me. Frustration and bitterness fill my mind regularly.
I have been forgetting the truths of what God has for me, that I am Free & Fearless.
"God I am like the prodigal son, running away from you. I am seeking out my inheritance in my own power, rejecting your grace and goodness. My fears have led me here.
But EVERYWHERE I run I see you hiding. Ever step I take leads me closer to your will. You will not release me. You never forget me. When I try to dirty myself you say I am clean. You have already washed me clean, I have your righteousness. Let me run into your arms."
Journal excerpt October 16, 2013
I miss my Abba.
And I know he is waiting, I just have to turn around and run.
