Team Fresh jokes about our “real lives” a lot. I’m finally grasping that I didn’t sign up for ‘real life’- I signed up to be uncomfortably stretched and put in situations FAR from anything I would consider “Real Life” back home. I signed up to learn things and do things that wouldn’t be possible at home… Here’s a few examples of what God’s been doing in my life these last few months:
I am growing into a woman of Integrity, Discretion, Wisdom, Discernment and Obedience…
– What that looks like, I’m not totally sure
– The book of Proverbs is involved
– Learning biblical submission plays a huge role I’m pretty certain
– Being on an all women’s team isn’t an accident either
Download after freedom…
– Haven’t quite figured out how to manage all that yet
My gag reflex is out of control…
– Our water got shut off one night= no flushing the toilet= a horrific smell coming from the bathroom.
– Horrific smell= me gagging= me throwing up= puke in toilet

I am saying YES to things now!!
– This means more adventure in my life:
– Crossing rope bridges
– Climbing fences
– Chasing camels
– Hiking mountains without trails
I’m living out my tattoo…
– Main character’s name changes from ‘much afraid’ to ‘GRACE and GLORY’
– I am no longer bound by FEAR!

I am a soaker…
– I need time to soak in a place, an idea, a person, etc…
– I feel EVERYTHING before my brain can process it and when I
get on sensory overload, I think that place in me that absorbs
the world, shuts off.
– I thrive in environments that encompass peace and gentleness.
– I need to be verbally responded to in order to feel heard
– I need words of encouragement on a continuous basis in order to feel loved
– In order to feel I’ve done something well, I need to be told I have
Most of the world identifies with a religion as their culture
– Our friends in Turkey were Muslim because that is what they were born into, without the freedom to choose otherwise.
Conviction vs. condemnation…
– Conviction is from the Lord. It leads to repentance and moves us towards change.
– Condemnation is from Satan and is used to make us feel guilty- it makes us want to hide in fear.
– Music, smiles and touch are all universal languages
– At our core, we all just want to be loved
– Food brings people together. I am more obsessed than ever with cooking!
Shabbat- Shalom!!!
– FRI sun down-SAT sun down— rest, eat, community, reflect on what God has done the last week…. And eat some more!
– A beautiful Jewish tradition we got to be a part of with our friends here in Israel.
Perception is reality
– Apologies are always best received without the complication of our justification. “I am sorry I hurt you.” Period.
Miracles are to show God’s love.
– The sick person that gets miraculously healed, eventually dies.
– The leper Jesus healed (Mat 8:1-4) eventually died.
– It was about being loved and TOUCHED, that’s what lingered with him.
I need MUCH more alone time than I ever thought.
– My home is my sanctuary
– I nest like a pregnant lady every time we move (which is about every 6-14 days), it’s my sense of Shalom amidst chaos.
I will never be the same.
My life will never be the same.
My lenses for reality have been altered forever.
What now…?
For those of you that aren’t aware, we have been asked to abandon all technology for the month of December while we’re in Israel. Everything except our cameras and a computer once a week to write our blog, which Hollis (our fearless leader) posts for us. Out of respect for her time, we limit our pictures to only a few for her to upload… but I’m hoping to get up a picture blog of our adventures here in Israel as soon as we return to the world of Internet! I have been privileged to see some of the most incredible things and have been on some of the wildest adventures this month. I cannot wait to share them with you!! Here’s a sneak peek:

