I never understood what it means to have spiritual battle and how the enemy can attack us physically. Entering Nicaragua has been a struggle for me personally. Once we entered onto the property that we will be working with this month, we all had this feeling of unease and not sure what our contact wanted us to do. Once we unpacked and got ready for this month, we were all tired and not wanting to do anything.
That the first Sunday of the month I experienced something I have never had happen to me before. I had vertigo and it is something I never want to have again. I was unable to move or when I did move everything in the room was spinning so all I could do was just sleep or look at the ceiling in my room. However, my body did need the rest since I really didn’t rest during debrief. I realize now the rest goes much deeper. A couple days later I got vertigo again and this time it was scarier and more fierce. Even with me sleeping on one side, the room felt like it was spinning, and it felt like I was unable to speak or anything. So I just started to pray in my head and even started to sing worship music. I started to feel better and realized that I experienced a supernatural battle from the enemy. He was trying to see how strong and forceful I would run to my Daddy. For me the enemy is losing this battle because whatever comes against me I lean more and more on my Daddy. I have been there before, running away from my Daddy and not leaning on Him.
The 3 months has been teaching me to listen to my Daddy and follow Him. Once I entered the spiritual realm, seeing a star angel, hearing my daddy clearer, and having this feeling of joy, the enemy does not want to see God’s army get bigger and stronger. When God’s army gets bigger and stronger the enemy starts to get scared and tries to be against us. The enemy thought that he could attack me personally with this vertigo and distract me from this month’s ministry.
However, with two teams coming together, we decided to have a worship night and cast out this feeling we were all experiencing. Once we had that worship night, the heavy feeling went away and now this ministry here in Nicaragua is better. This will not be the last because there are still more countries to go to and the enemy is ready. But with my Daddy on my side, the enemy is losing this battle for sure because I am learning to be stronger and learn from Daddy every day.
