We all have days in which you truly feel alive. To most, it usually comes with some sort of bewildering adventure, something bringing a thrill causing the sudden realization of “Hey, life is good!” But on October 8th, God made me feel alive, not by some prodigious adventure, but by just being God.
Roughly 2or3 months ago, God put a burning passion in my heart. This passion was different than anything I’ve felt before, for it wasn’t directed towards any materialistic or (per say) spiritual thing. It was the first time God had put a specific name on my heart and it was unavoidable. I had no idea what it meant, and I didn’t until October 8th.
I tend to underestimate God’s ability to perfectly orchestrate every aspect of my life. All my life I’ve been the type of person to always search for an answer, immediately. The unknown was intimidating. Not knowing why I felt a certain way about something was my kryptonite. Sometimes God needs us to sit in the unknown to make His will known. There’s something beautiful about not knowing, but it’s not always easy.
When the Lord finally revealed to me why this person’s name was constantly burning in my heart, I was astounded. So much divine orchestration lead up to a moment in which, at a loss for words, I could only think “this is a God thing.” I was able to realize why everything happened the way it did, and it was beautiful.
Today, I am still at a loss for words as to how much divine intervention God provides in my life. Things that seemed to be meaningless lead to the most meaningful conversation I’ve ever had. God revealed things about my heart that I thought He never would. He directed my steps towards a eternal need in my life.
Don’t underestimate God’s ability to work through the small things in your life. He is our omnipotent God that is constantly working for the good of those who love him. We don’t always need an adventure to feel alive, for our God is alive and in us. He is doing BIG things and sometimes you just have to sit back, and experience it first hand. We have no reason to fear the unknown since God is ever knowing, making the unknown beautiful.
In Christ,
Diegz
