I will not lie, this last past two weeks have been a little hard. I injured my back and was out of work for a week. I couldn’t help but spend time resting and thinking. Part of me was frustrated at not being able to work to save for the Race, the other part of me was grateful for rest and time to think. I never hate time to think. I often need time to think to help me re-inline my priorities. My priority is to get to July for training and be as ready as God may make me. Whatever heart he needs to prepare in me for this really serious move in my life. I’ve been writing a lot of spoken word pieces. I often relay my deepest thoughts better this way… My thoughts…
In my flesh I have found great fault
No matter the circumstance I fall
The great intent to become like God
Only brings me to realize I am not
I am not God, but I know the God
I will not break my own flesh alone
I can not fight broken DNA
I can not find right in myself
I can not save you
I am not a Savior, but I know the Savior
Oh the struggle to know my curse
To realize I will fall again
I will hurt another soul
I will forget another love
I will judge another for their own…
Struggle
Pain
Faults
Life
Past
Future
Present
Just as I judge I too will be judged
Oh, the agony of knowing
Nothing has meaning aside from a righteous desire
I can not fathom my purpose
Separated from the creator
I create there for I was created
Words
Art
Freedoms
I am incased with a body of flaws
A weak heart
But a mighty spirit lives
The power to know the body in which I own
Was my gift
I will never get a gift such as this again
My soul has the ability to reach another
Share something I know
Share a God I know
Love
