Every so often I find a peace in God that robs my voice. Nothing overwhelms me and I solidly know I am not in danger. Over the last three months I have begun the process of learning how to pray the will of God in my life (not pray for what I want)I found myself in the beginning in agony as though the voice of God would boom down and just speak. However, I noticed over the course of the last three months God answers in a whisper. Yet in that whisper it comes to be. That whispering breath gives my life… life.
I know my personality well, and I know over time I gain peace in situations and my external way of processing information slows down. I become less interested in figuring everything out, more mellow, and enjoy just bathing in the peace God has given. I feel as though that is where I have gotten to in my acceptance to this calling to life long international ministry… Quiet. No need to explain, or process, or analyze. I know enough and I have enough security now…
