wow.
It has been a solid five weeks since training camp. Over the course of 10 days, I was changed for the better, I feel closer to God now more than I ever have. WHOOP! Life between camp and launch looks like tears, breakdown after breakdown, fear, sadness, saying “I don’t know” a million times to a million-different people. Life between these seasons has brought A LOT of turmoil and stress to my life. God is fiercely preparing, teaching, and loving me. The more I press into him for strength, the better I feel but the more I am attacked by the enemy, the more I look into the mirror and see flaws and imperfections. It’s a fight every day to keep my peace. But every time I struggle, I go to him, he catches me and tells me everything is okay. Then everything is okay, and the peace is back. I’ve learned that I absolutely cannot do this life without him.
This season has also been amazing, I have never been so FULL of heavenly joy, peace, love, kindness, faithfulness, patience, goodness, gentleness, and self-control. I am madly in love with Jesus. I’m so beyond excited to go out and make disciples of all nations and to watch the people around me grow along side with me. I am so THANKFUL for all the pain I’ve been through. Plants need water to grow and grape vines need to be pruned in order to bare the sweetest, most beautiful fruit of the spirit. Praise the Lord!!!!!
The goodbyes are going to be bitter but they will make the reunions that much sweeter.
