5/25/16
Dear End of World Race Me,
Month 5 ends in just a few days. Thailand has been a long month, but overall a good one. THis month has been a month where I would say you plateaued. Not that you haven’t grown, or that you expect to grow, but it the going from 60mph to 10mph without slowing down really. It makes things feel shaky to you. I want you to know something, there are going to be roadblocks in life, theoretical walls to hit, and that’s Okay. Just because there is a wall in your life, doesn’t mean that you have to let it stop you from moving forward. You just have to push through, look for the ways in which to go over, under, around, or just break through it. DON’T let the wall stop you. This month while you never actually hit the wall, you saw it, you could see it within finger reach. But you didn’t let that stop you. You talked about it, let people in on what you were feeling, and you know what it helped.
That’s something you’re learning this year; it’s okay talking things out, letting people in really does make a difference. Don’t be afraid to let people in. I know that for the past 20years or so it felt safe and easier to shut people out, but like I said after month 1…choose Courage over Comfort and choosing courage means letting people in.
You’ve got this Dee! I believe in you. God Believes in you, and you’ve got an entire squad plus the people back home who believe in you.
I love you!
~Month 5 Dee Dee~
