I am so far behind. I just wanted to share this with you. I do not want your pity. This is to show God's love. He is faithful. 

I am so very far behind, but I know that God is just waiting for me to stop trying; to stop striving; to stop focusing on me. Because, honestly, I cannot feasibly do this on my own.

This is as far as I can go…alone. 

But I am not alone. I am never alone.

Emmanuel: God is with us.

Therefore, I will go.