When you go on something like the World Race… you know that you’ll inevitably face your fair share of challenges. You’re basically welcoming them by going into the unknown and asking God to move. In a lot of ways, we are forcing ourselves to depend on God.
Before leaving, I was told to be willing to part with anything. Whether something is broken, lost, or stolen…be ready to say goodbye to your camera, computer, phone, or wallet. Summed up, crap happens and you have to be willing to move on.
I knew challenges would come, I just didn’t expect my first one to take place so soon.
One of our first afternoons in Albania, our team walked to the mall to connect to Wifi and withdraw some money for the month. Most of my teammates went before me and had no issues getting their money, then my turn came and the ATM decided to eat my card. It printed a receipt saying that my card would not be returned or usable. Oh Charles.
First day out on the town to buy all of my necessities and have some spending money and God said a firm no.
I wish I could say that I had a shining attitude for all to see, but in that moment, Charles Schwab became a cuss word. The bank everyone promised was the best and would cause no issues, Charles Schwab.
So from that moment forward, I’ve had to completely walk in dependence on God and the people around me. I’ve had to voice my concerns, needs, and desires…which has always been an awkward and challenging thing for me to do.
Even at home, I would cringe inside when someone would buy my coffee or pay for lunch. I just naturally feel like a burden if I’m not carrying my own weight around. I’ve always perceived it as weakness if you need help with money.
But thankfully God knew what I needed and provided my own personal World Race Sugar Mama to help provide all my needs for the time being (Shoutout to Kenzie, the real OG). She has taught me a lot this month about giving freely and looking to the needs of others.
As I’ve reflected on how uncomfortable my month has been so far, I am thankful for it.
Thankful for this time to really depend on those around me. Thankful that I’m learning this during my first month on the Race so that I can break this mentality. Thankful to learn how to voice my concerns. Thankful to learn how to accept blessings from others.
Thank you Charles.
