So i have been back in San Luis Obispo for a week now and I am already wanting to leave again. It isn't that i don't enjoy being here, because i really do, but because my heart isn't here right now. My heart is with the people that i just shared the life changing experience of training camp with, and it is also in the countries that we will be visiting. I am so ready to leave this life behind and go and pour out who I am to the poor and the needy, and to also be poured into by them. I want to go to them and to share with them the love of God and His amazing grace. I also want to learn from them, to see how to be truely grateful for the things that you do have, and to be humbled by being given to by those who can't afford to give. My heart is also with the people of Z-squad. I have truel fallen in love with them all and am ready to be reunited with them.
Along with my heart not being her, my head isn't fully here either. I find myself thinking about my new family more frequently as the day until our launch draws closer. Along with them I have also been thinking about gear, and what i should bring and what i should leave behind, and what i still need to buy. I have also been thinking about where we will be going and what we will be doing when we get there. I have been wondering if we will be staying in big cities or in small jungle towns, or somewhere inbetween, and what we will be doing for ministry. Will we be teaching kids english, will we be doing door to door ministry, or will we be feeding the poor. So i have been doing alot of thinking about the Race, and have been and have been putting my heart into it.
I love you Z-squad and Fuego de Dios am so ready to be back with you all. 
