In my life I have experienced many failed relationships. the most important part of my life is knowing that no matter what happens to me or with me I am forgiven and loved. I have been blessed with such amazing friends and a huge crazy fun loving family. I miss the days that were simple, to wake up play live, love, laugh, sleep and wake up the next morning to do it all again. I will never forget the moment reality hit my heart in huge kind of a way. I was living in a false reality and didn’t even know in my own heart. This life is free to think, live and act how we want but also free to make full hearted decisions to better others and our future.
When I realized how far from full hearted I was I started to abuse the freedom of being a single young man. In the 3 years that I made very poor life decisions God was able to reach me in a mighty way by grace. In those 3 years I filled myself with materialistic desire and focused on value in the worlds eyes. I am blessed to have had a lot of positive wisdom and influence poured into my life and I am so thankful to each person that has taken the time to show me and teach me how to be better than I was yesterday. I am amazed at how much grace God has showed me through the love and kindness of others through there actions and honest words. The truth in what God has shown me about His grace and love for me is without a doubt the best thing I have ever been through! I had to make a very hard choice about what reality I was going to live in. I was not ready to face The reality of how broken I was but In faith trusted in the lord. Grace was poured out from every person In my life when I started to open up and be honest with where I was at in life.
The hard part about realizing we are living in a false reality is really knowing we are living in the wrong. My life has been saved by grace and only by God has he showed me through a lot of pain and struggle that no matter how far out we truly are there is hope and an abundance of grace. The saving does not come from man but of the lord and out of his unfailing love! The moment that I truly accepted God into my heart and into my life as a guide everything changed! I now in reality see myself as a man of worth, passion and direction with purpose and love for others in all situations. God has changed my path and my heart by grace and my willingness to accept that I needed change. The heart that beats in my body is of Truth lead by Grace and fueled by love! I am a changed man but only by my WILLINGNESS to go through the PAIN of CHANGE has God shown me true GRACE. I love each moment that I get to spend in this beautiful world and with all of you beautiful people! Through our struggle we can choose to become the love this world needs and what we truly are designed to be apart of.
let the past be the past but choose today! Make a decision to look yourself in the mirror and stop lying to yourself! Seek the truth about how perfect you truly are, God can change everything!
( philippians 4:8 ) what ever is true, what ever is noble, what ever is right, what ever is pure, what ever is lovely, what ever is admirable if anything is excellent or praiseworthy think about such things!
