… I have used His name against Him… 
… I have defied Him…
…I have twisted and deformed His words
            … and then slapped them back into His face.
….I have proclaimed Him with my words, yet denied Him with my actions.
….I have used things that He has done through me, as a sign of my strength.
….My prayers have been filled with my wants and my desires. I list my prayers off like a christmjas list, as if I were sitting on Santa Clause’ lap.
….me.  the created, try to pretend to know what The Creator should do.
….I take and I take and I take… and yet, even though He knows exactly what I am, and what I have done, He gives andHe gives and He gives. This is the melody He has sung to me:

   You reject my Advances…
   And DESPERATELY I wont let you…
  Let me down so easily…. so easily…
  You gotta spend some time love,
  you gotta spend some time with me.
  And I know that you’ll find, love,
   I will possess your heart…

 Let me tell you a little bit about how God used me the other day. I can’t explain why He is so good, all I can say is that He is. Friday afternoon I was sitting in my bed and one of my teammates was complaining of severe back pain. So we gathered around her, and God healed her. Within five minutes, tears of pain were turned into tears of happiness and rejoicing. Back pain gone immediately!
 
   That night we went to worship service. Renae, one of the racers had fractured her ankle a few days before. God really layed it on Liz’s heart to go pray for her. So we did… And God healed her! Again, tears of pain were turned into tears of rejoicing! Right before our eyes. Another miracle!

 
   And the crazy thin is that God is using us for these miracles! Why God? Why are you so good to us??