It is way too hot in San Diego right now. I have no idea how it is where ever you are right now in the world but this is the first really hot day in SD so far. I’m at the house and I just thought I’d let everyone know how life is right now. The first big thing is I just got done with my support letter and am just waiting to get it approved. It’s kind of crazy but I really feel like it captures my personality. How about this, I have a question for you. Me and my friend talked about this the other night and I kind of wanted to know how all of you felt. So I got accepted for this crazy amazing adventure and almost died because I was so pumped and so excited, but ever since it’s like nothing can go right and I feel so attacked. Not in any really big ways but in lots of little ways with doubt and being afraid that this might not be where God wants me. It’s scary but at the same time God has done so many huge things with this too. Can any of you relate to this? I hope so because my GOD is way bigger than anything and can do all things it’s just a matter of sometimes I’m kind of like “really are you sure you want me for this?” Or just like “am I ready?” I never put limits on my GOD but I want to know that I’m doing what he has for me. Don’t get me wrong this is my dream. This is where my heart is. I believe I am where he wants me but it’s still hard sometimes. I hope this makes sense because it might not. You guys are all AMAZING and I love you all. Little prayer might be good for me right now.
