So, last week I heard that we will be staying in Romania for 2 months. I feel indifferent about it because I know it is God’s plan. There is so much need here, but my heart is not truly here. I don’t mean it in a bad way because I am able to love on the people I come in contact with. Well it is God loving them. I am slowly depending on him more and more. But anyways, Romania is a richer country then I thought it would be and don’t get me wrong there is nothing wrong with having money. But my heart is where there is poverty. Poverty to the point where you see kids living in dumps or in the streets. My heart yarns to love those people, like in Nicaragua. Even though I was getting bit by over 100 bugs a day, sweated like a man, and slept on a bed that hurt to sleep on, but my heart was there. I think much of Nicaragua everyday, but I know I should live in the present and pour out my heart here. So that is what I am doing, pouring out my heart and living in the present.
There is a battle out there in this world and we all must take up or armor that God has equipped us with and fight. There is darkness everywhere, but most of us seem to ignore it because what we grew up with knowing about being a Christian at church is all what we want to know. God is so much bigger then the box we all put him in. He has called you to become a radical Christian and step out into FAITH. I challenge everyone to be REAL! There is something much bigger then you could ever imagine.
If you want to play it safe then go for it, but all you will ever get out of life is NOTHING!
