December Update and support

Hi friends!!!

Life has been very crazy and busy… Keeping up with two jobs, school, and volunteer work. Yes, everyone calls me super women! Like always I tend to get carried away with life and being busy. I always end up some how getting myself tied up with things and trying to make things happen. Yes, I’m guilty of taking things into my own hands! I admit it! But, God has taught me that no matter what I do on my own strengths never is enough or will happen. I have to trust Him no matter what. He is GOD. But not just any God, he is a BIG God! I also know that God wants all of you to help me. He wants you all to hold me accountable while I’m here and on the field. fundraising has taught me to rely on God even more. Also, to be in community and have prayer support from all of you, so THANK YOU!

 

As I shared in another blog  that I have been in a spiritual  battle and have been tested. It’s because I’ve missed the part to really ask myself, why do I believe in this BIG God of mine. How can I truly tell people that God is real and that he sent his only son to die for us? I can say sometimes I can be logical about things and want prof, real facts, evidence… I have been searching more then ever about the God that I have always known. There is just to much proof and one is my LIFE! I know this has made me so much stronger as a Christian. It has brought me closer to God.

 

I know even more that I’m meant to go on this trip.  I know in the missions field I will have bigger battles. I will be going to where there is darkness and the devil is going to do anything to get in the way. But, God has made me a strong women. Just seeing my life and what I have been through and came out of it alive can say it all! God has made me a wonderful women that was created by him. He also has been with me every step of the way and never has let me down.

 

When I became a Christian I knew He choose me to do something BIG! I knew I have lived most of my life for myself in the past. I knew I did not want to live my life like the American dream. I did not want the career, the big house, children, etc… I’m not saying that having all of that is wrong. He picked everyone for different things or, dose not mean that I will never want to get married or have children. But, my calling is to serve and do his will…I wanted to live my life for God and I still do! I want to do His will all the time. And this time is to pack up and leave everything.

 

Sorry for the blah blah! 

 

God has been good to me. You all have helped me in so many ways. I praise the lord for all of you who are in my life. Here is my financial update!