sunset over Lake Lanier (behind my apartment)
It’s hard to describe the work the Lord has done in my life recently. I mean, I can use words like freedom and grace, confidence and courage, but the words themselves don’t do Him justice. Behind each word is a journey, a battle won. Behind each word is a story or two.
I’ve been slacking on blogging lately because, well, I just don’t know how to say what my heart wants to scream. I don’t know how to put words around the stirring in my spirit or the dreams coming alive.
Last night, as I was laying down to bed, my heart literally felt like it was going to leap from my chest. Joy and excitement were flowing through my veins and I knew no way to express it. As I laid there, unable to calm myself down, I began to write a “note” on my phone and was finally able to put some words to the passion within my heart.
This is what it said:
I want to be like Jesus.
I want to see in others what they fail to see in themselves.
I want to walk alongside others in that journey from good to great– as they cut loose the chains, abandon the shackles and walk in the freedom and truth of who they’re created to be.
I want to see destinies achieved, nations changed, as an army of sons and daughters marches in unity with the God who created them.
I want intimacy like never before, deeper revelation and better understanding of my Father’s heart for this world.
I want to dream the big dreams, live with the lowly, focus on what actually matters in life.
I want my lips pouring forth truth, life, and endless praise to the one who has freed me from death.
I want to learn.
I want to grow.
I want to change.
I want to abandon it all in reckless pursuit.
I want the freedom I’ve gained, the inheritance I’m claiming, to catch fire with those I’m around.
I want to tap into unleashed potential– call out mediocrity and release destiny.
I want to see the church come together, separation thrown out, in pursuit of His heavenly Kingdom.
I believe this world can be different, will be different, and I believe I’m called to help.
I’m ready; I’m willing– so meet me here Father.
I want more than what I have now.
More freedom.
More grace.
More opportunities to love.
New eyes.
New ears.
A heart like yours Daddy.
I’m ready; I’m willing.
Send me.
