Daughter of Jerusalem

Jesus, I love
you

I give you all
of my worship

Jesus, I love
you

Your name is
wonderful

Oh the beauty of
this man

The beauty of
your children

 

Help me Lord,
for I am in need of you

Hear my prayer,
night and day I cry to you

Draw me near,
remove the things that hinder me

Meet me here,
renew me as I wait on you

Come and save me

Awaken me,
Awaken me, Awaken me

Let the light of
your countenance shine on me

 

The love you
offer is foreign to me

For years I
pushed love away

I denied my
friends true friendship

It was the love,
the chance of pain I ran away from

Yet, Lord you
say,

“Better is open
rebuke than hidden love”

I recall the
loneliness of my childhood

I realize none
of your children were with me

I didn’t know
how to love

I never accepted
even your love, oh Lord

I hid from the
love that was before me

The love you
gave me by your wounds, by your blood

I couldn’t
handle being carved out

Hollowed from
the inside-out where my flesh resounds

I felt as though
I had nothing within me

So for you to
take anything else

My body would
have collapsed before me

 

I refused to see
the beauty that comes with the struggle

The choice of
loving, the choice of dying to that love

But, Lord you
say,

“As water reflects
a face,

so a man’s heart
reflects the man”

My heart reflected
emptiness, bitterness, resentment

Dark and hallow
desires

Dark and hallow
emotions

 

My reflection was
that of mire

Denial, lack of
understanding, torment and anger

Yet, Lord you say,

“Wounds from a
friend can be trusted,

but an enemy
multiplies kisses”

No longer shall I
fear wounds of love oh Lord

I have feared that
all of my life

There is fruit that
comes in love

Love that is
bestowed by a friend

 

Hallow me out, Oh
Lord

Carve out every
fear that holds me back from loving

I need love, I need
to be loved, I need to love

Lord you say,

“Hope deferred
makes the heart sick,

but a longing
fulfilled is a tree of life”

So I stand on your
words alone, Oh Lord

 

Daughter of
Jerusalem,

Tell me if you find
Him

I am love sick

I am love sick

Lord all I want is
to be near you

With you, where you
are

 

I take off my old
self, I abandon all that I am

I chase after you,
Lord

I am your daughter

I have found you
and I am love sick

You are the one who
can fill me eternally

With a love that is
everlasting

 

What does it mean
to be your daughter God?

Hold me gently in
the palm of your hand

The love I need is
beyond words that can be spoken

I need a love that
will hold me in the palm of your hands

In the folds of
your arms

I am love sick
Daddy

All I want is to be
near you, with you, where you are

Hold me in your
arms, Father God

Show me this love
my body craves, my heart desperately needs

My mind doesn’t
understand

Show me.