Is this real life? So I guess after getting accepted in December and putting in my notice it work it should have hit me that I was really leaving in September…nope it didn’t. This all became vey real to me yesterday. Yes I said yesterday. Being so busy at work I haven’t had time to really process it all. It’s all about finding the balance. One thing to know about me is before three years ago I hated making lists. I felt too constrained like I didn’t have any freedom to do my own thing without having to worry about a list I need to follow. The past three years have taught me a lot and one of those things is how important lists can be. They help me set priorities and get things done. It’s nice to have discipline. I think we all need that it’s part of growing up. I decided it is time for me to make a list about this trip. There are so many things I have to get done before September 1st because of all of the adult responsibilities I have now. I’m not right out of school and I’m not living with my parents. Things are different. It is nice knowing I’m not the only one going through this. I’m sure there are plenty that are feeling the same thing. I know all I can do is take one day at a time making my lists and checking things off. My brain and my heart are in two different places right now, the WR and my job. With the Lord’s help I am finding balance between the two. My heart has to be in two different places until the middle of August when the summer is over and there are two weeks left before launch. Woo that’s crazy to say isn’t it! I wish I had some nugget of wisdom or some great story to tell…I’m sure there will be soon with the summer beginning in less than a month for me. Until that time this is all I got. My brain is kinda stuck in this place for now, which means that my writer’s block has officially set in.
