Well during training camp I got a call that informed me that my Jeep was dead not just the serpentine belt but the engine was completely dead. At this point I was completely ok with it I kinda figured that it would be a major thing not small.
Why did I think this, it was cause I put so much into my possessions and the biggest one was my car.
Well at this point I started to figure out what would happen because Jen, Josh and I still needed to get back to Missouri. Well my parents are amazing because they had the plan all down and set. My dad and one of my brothers drove to Nashville to pick us up. Not only that but also to hall my car back to my home. Why might be the question but since we didn’t know what might happen and we thought it would be best to be at home rather than leave it or sell it.
So when we got to Nashville we meet my dad at the shop. And we loaded up the Jeep on the trailer that we were lent. And then we got dinner. And hit the road home. Of course it took longer than normal cause we were hauling the jeep.
When I was driving it was really weird to see the Jeep in the rear view mirror but still it was there.
We got home at around 6 am on Sunday. Then on Monday night I drove the trailer to the shop.
I couldn’t help but to think that I drove the Jeep for the last time. But that is starting to be ok with me. I told my parents that the car is there’s. They now own it so whatever they want to do with it, it is there’s to do. Whatever they do Its there’s.

So all in all my jeep is no more but, in that I’m free. I don’t have to worry about it while I’m gone and that means that there isn’t much to have stuck back home. He also has told me to get rid of most of my clothes and other things. So I’m free to go where God calls me to. In that I am free.
