I am letting go of time.
I am letting go of my idea of a schedule.
I am letting go of my relationships.
I am letting go of my finances.

I am letting go of trying to figure out when to blog.
I am letting go of controlling when to skype with my boyfriend.
I am letting go of the team's finances.
I am letting go of what I think my quiet time with God should look like.
I am letting go of what I think worship should look like.
I am letting go of the lie that I am not spontaneous or flexible.
I am letting go of what my day should look like.
I am letting go of what I think I should look like.
I am letting go of the pressure of solving everyone's problems.
I am letting go of the lies that I can't do art, dance, cook or understand history and the bible.

I am letting go of figuring out why there is tension in my body.
I am letting go of figuring out what I am suppposed to do after the race.
I am letting go of the pressure of getting to know my teammates in the perfect way.
I am letting go of worrying about how much sleep I get.
I am letting go of the lie that I am stupid or unintelligent.
I am letting go of not having personal time when I want it.
I am letting go of things from my past.
I am letting go of FEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am letting go of not having the comforts of "home".
I am letting go of wondering what will happen next.
I am letting go of my fear of rejection.
I am letting go of food.
I am letting go of having to do everything perfectly.
I am letting go of my ideas of what loving and serving looks like.
I am letting go of thinking that I have to be in control.
I can't control any of this, but i have been trying. So these are the things I am letting go of. I am committing them to the Lord and to all of you publically.
Without letting go of these things, I am robbing myself of the freedom God has for me. I am becoming so much freer. Do you want to be free?
What do you have to let go of?
