I am letting go of time.

          I am letting go of my idea of a schedule.

                                     I am letting go of my relationships.

          I am letting go of my finances.

                                                                  I am letting go of trying to figure out when to blog.
 

I am letting go of the pressure of getting back to all of the e-mails from friends and family.

              I am letting go of controlling when to skype with my boyfriend.

                                                            I am letting go of the team's finances.

           I am letting go of what I think my quiet time with God should look like.

                           I am letting go of what I think worship should look like.

                                          I am letting go of the lie that I am not spontaneous or flexible.

I am letting go of what my day should look like.

                I am letting go of what I think I should look like.

                               I am letting go of the pressure of solving everyone's problems.

I am letting go of the lies that I can't do art, dance, cook or understand history and the bible.

                            I am letting go of figuring out why there is tension in my body.

       I am letting go of figuring out what I am suppposed to do after the race.

I am letting go of the pressure of getting to know my teammates in the perfect way.

                                   I am letting go of worrying about how much sleep I get.

                  I am letting go of the lie that I am stupid or unintelligent.

                                            I am letting go of not having personal time when I want it.

I am letting go  of things from my past.

                               I am letting go of FEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am letting go of not having the comforts of "home".

                   I am letting go of wondering what will happen next.

                                                          I am letting go of my fear of rejection.

                   I am letting go of food.

                                      I am letting go of having to do everything perfectly.

I am letting go of my ideas of what loving and serving looks like.

                           I am letting go of thinking that I have to be in control.

God has been challenging me to LET GO lately. I try to control EVERYTHING. That is not an understatement at all.  Being on the World Race has challenged me greatly. I am not the team leader. Our schedule changes every day and every month. We never know when we will have internet to communicate with people. We never know if the ministry contact will ask us to do something different or extra. We never know if our visas will go through for the next country on time. We never know if our transportation will be reliable from place to place.
I can't control any of this, but i have been trying. So these are the things I am letting go of. I am committing them to the Lord and to all of you publically.

Without letting go of these things, I am robbing myself of the freedom God has for me. I am becoming so much freer.  Do you want to be free?  

What do you have to let go of?