Alright, this is a little embarrassing… (the length of time that has passed without posting).
To be honest, a bet got me here…. I have a beautiful teammate Kep, and she is our team’s storyteller. I had the pleasure of holding the role with her the first four months, consisting of finding wifi for the team when you are in …. Yup…. Haha areas and encouraging people to blog at least once a week. Turns out I was great in the encouragement part! (My first team blogged like crazy!) The actual act…. well …. you all know I struggled with the execution. Which is exactly what I am personally growing in right now.
The battle of should I and will I (actively)
Self awareness is a beautiful thing, helps you navigate your “rudder”. However the awareness is not always linked to the action, haha. So if your rudder turns, the boat still need the propeller to move you in that direction. Pretty simple concept but, also extremely difficult to execute sometimes.
Why? …. Great question
Answer: no, I don’t have one. But if I did, haha then life would be moving very swiftly.
part of the answer definitely deals with drive and personal motivation. As well as overcoming self doubt surrounding the possibility of your wrose case outcome become reality. (Lack of faith)
Yes yes yes, so why don’t knowing and doing just get married. 😉 I know that’s not going to happen because it takes the victory away.
So…. I guess we will keep stepping into more “will do” / actively doing.
“Should dos” also should keep getting invited to the party → eventually they will be a “am doing” (promoting personal Growth)
Thank you all for your undying support and grace! Also thank Kep for making a deal with me if I didn’t blog by next debrief, she was going to volunteer me to speak in front of the squad. (Which technically she still has the power to do even with this blog,the chances just went down significantly)
Also!!! Now the band-aid of awkward re-entry in the blogging relm has happened. Comment below on what you want to read about or a type of story you’d like to hear and I’ll do my best to produce a product 😉
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Christa
