God is continually faithful, and He is revealing that faithfulness to me in ways I didn't allow Him to before.
He speaks truth! I am overwhelmed with that exclamation.
Tonight I am many things. Launch like training camp (though in different ways) is a challenging and pushy beast. I am grateful for it. Life would be stagnant and boring and only be about building a kingdom for myself instead of being a part of building God's kingdom (credit to Holly) if I wasn't being pushed.
I love to see God use other people to tell me things. It lets me see that they are listening to God, and it lets me see Him. It pumps me up! I'm a little bit shaking while typing this. Woo!
God placed in my life tonight some faithful followers of Him. He used them to speak truth into me. X squad leaders are two of these people. The words spoken over me tonight were I don't have to fit anyone's mold. I am not something to be arranged on a shelf. As soon as Pat said these words it hit me that I am trying to do that. I have been molding myself to be who I think others think I am. God, that is yours. Take it. It is your job to shape me.
As X squad was debriefing this evening, a K quad member (Cindy) spoke about her experience during the first three months of her race. Her words were meant for me. She spoke about letting other people suppress her voice.
I don't think these words have contained my countenance fully. I am stoked! If you've ever seen me excited, picture that face and expressions with the words above.
Lastly, it blows me away when I get to worship and praise God with 200 other people who love Him like I do.
