There has to be more to life then what I'm living. Theres gotta be more then this daily routine i call life. I feel like i let so much dictate the way i see God. I get so busy on the things we are supposed to do. Rather than the things God wants me to do. The world says you have to have a 9 to 5 respectable job, you have to get married, have kids, own a new car, and buy a house. If you have these things then you have it made. Guess what ? thats not me. I'm not cut out to be a routine type of guy. I feel like God is calling me to live a life thats uncommon. To have a faith thats uncommon. to have love for others thats uncommon. when i am on my death bed many years from now. i don't want to look back on my life and say i played it safe. I cant and i wont. God is challenging me each and every day to get out of my comfort zone and do the miraculous. I'm done putting expectations on God. i'm done doubting the power we have in Jesus Christ. I'm done apologizing for my faith. I want to be open to everything god has instore for me. I want to take leaps and bounds in my belief in Christ. I want satan to fear being in my presence bc the power of the Holy Spirit is so strong that he cant take it. I want uncommon. I'm leaving on a mission trip this January. This next year will be the hardest, most uplifting experience of my life. i will live and eat with people that have nothing. I will try to be a uplifting and encouraging to these people that i come in contact with. God wants to do crazy things in my life, and He will. It starts now. Not when i leave for my trip, but God is preparing me now to be a light where there is darkness. I'm a very broken person. I have been through a lot, But its weird that i feel like i'm getting stronger and stronger as life happens. God is about to open the flood gates and i cant wait. God Bless.
