When I spend time in worship lately, I have been writing poetry, and raps. 😀 They may not be Shakespeare. But I have been challenged to share what has been happening of late. The following is something I wrote while processing this month.

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God, I know that I am your son. I know you should be number 1.

But I am ashamed of you, I’m ashamed of my dad.
I sit here asking all the questions, Father, why did I make you just another fad.
You shone so bright at the start of this year,
Now your wonder, can’t seem to bring me to tears.

I find myself in shelter under my black jean coat,
I want to feel you once again, Lord Help me out of this moat.
Swimming about in this endlessness of sea,
I look for the lighthouse, a sign of life, or a tree.

You are worth more than this, more than I can ever say,
Why do you desire me, Lord, why does it happen this way?

I look up to the heavens and call on your name,
You and I know that it is all for self gain.
To Make me look righteous, to make me look just,
To Make me look bigger than any man every must.

I am facing Goliath, God, the Goliath is you,
Come down and touch your son, come and pick me up soon.

God I long for your touch, a divine relationship with you,
I want to dine at your table, not sit in this pugh.
I want to see through you eyes, Lord, see the world for 1 peek,
I want to sit on your lap dad, its you that I crave to seek.

Be honey on my lips, be the burning in my soul,
Be the wind here in Europe, here’s my lips, Lord, take the coal.
I desire intimacy with you, I desire it! I will scream it loud!

I do not have 100%, but I will give you my all, right now.
My all on Monday to Wednesday to Sunday as well,
I long even greater, be my supply, Emmanuel.

Thanks Dad.
Love, Chris


One thing I am starting to learn on the World Race is that I will never be fixed. It is a process. It isn’t something you can accomplish one day, and fail the next. It says in the Bible that The Lord fights for us, but I never really realized how much I have to fight for God.

OUR WORLD IS SO DISTRACTING!

I find myself daily looking at shoes in the windows, or baguettes in the sandwich shop down the road. These are not sins, but they do take my focus off of ministry, and even sometimes my alone time with the Lord.

I am SICK of it!
 
I just want Jesus! There I said it! The hardest words for me in Western culture. These words are easy to say, to the sick and poor in Africa. But I find myself holding back words like these in the Western World. I find myself afraid to offend others, or have to defend God. Haha! How the heck am I supposed to defend God? He has a history of turning Nations of people into a BBQ Roast! I don’t think I can top that.


Just wanted to share this with you! Blessings!

Chris Cave