prepared
– i can sleep on the floor. one summer in college with no money = no bed, no problems
– got have my passport in my hands. right now. it's so pretty.
fearful
– the bugs are big overseas, probably bigger than Texas
– i might accidently drink the local water
– it will be the bitter end of my 401(K)
– what if i don't pack enough?
excited
– all eleven countries will be new to me
– kids. kids. KIDS!!!!!
sentimental
-i have really missed traveling the open road. it reminds me of backpacking in Europe
-my family will be without the light of their lives! haha. and i will be without mine
i expect to be hungry most of the time.
i expect to find myself lost.
I expect to laugh without breathing.
i expect to cry in pain and then cry some more.
i expect to want to cut my hair.
i expect to get dusty and dirty.
i expect to give and gain respect.
i expect to burn bridges.
i expect to see what others needs before my needs.
i expect to stop caring.
i expect to know desperation.
i expect to make permanent changes.
i expect all my expectations to be for nothing… God is gonna blow my mind.
I see the beginning from the end
My ways are higher than your ways
