Hello All!
I’ve been pretty quiet lately, mostly due to just being super busy, and almost didn’t want to share any of this for wanting to seem like #igotthis, but bc I love y’all here goes…
Things are starting to get real, and quite honestly, I’ve been a little nervous? Scared? Hesitant? Excited? Deadlines are creeping up. My Things-To-Get-Done List seems to be growing still. It feels like I’m running out of time, all while alot of what I need to do I haven’t even started yet.
It’s October 2019. I leave October 2020.
gulp.
But Chels, it’s just a year… but yo, it’s JUST a year!!!
I was thinking about how I have one more bday right before I leave and then one right after I come back. I’ll be spending 26 preparing for this big cool scary thing, spend 27 on it, and come home to 28. I got a little overwhelmed haha.
But God (one of my FAV phrases of all time) has been so patient and understanding, faithful to guide me and confirm His Will, loving me thru all my moods and questioning.
I’ve had call meetings with my advisers, and even got to meet (thru the socials) some of my future fam I ‘ll be going on the Race with! It’s great how we can all start to learn about each other and support each other thru the beginnings and messy bits!
So I’m going to think of all these new crazy feelings like string, taking them to God to untangle, and Him using them to tie me to His people wherever they may be.
I’m just here keepin it real, honest, and sometimes weird.. so keep following along 🙂
chelsie
