28 Days!!
Yep, that’s how many days are left for my squad and I in the U.S.
It’s definitely a weird feeling. I remember when I signed up for the January race about 7 months ago.. it just seemed so far away. Now there are only 4 weeks til we head to Thailand.
I’m beyond excited to go out into the world and do what the Lord is calling me to.
“..Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me..
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am for Your kingdom’s cause
As I walk from earth into Eternity..”
–Hillsong United
The lyrics to that song are so beautiful.
I remember one night at training camp, we walked out into the woods and sat near the fire and we lifted our voices in worship and prayed for this.
It’s a dangerous prayer and beautiful prayer. And it’s one that I know the Lord will answer.
There are so many different emotions that I’ve been experiencing lately..
excited, sad, anxious, peace… and at some times even doubtful.
I’ve definitely been feeling attacked by the enemy.. but I know in Jesus’ name he is DEFEATED! and he has no hold over me or anyone on my squad.
It’s so freaking cool how God works.. My step dad, Rob, sends out really encouraging texts every morning. And one day I had woken up just feeling down and not really trusting that God has everything in control..
and I recieved this text:
Be encouraged. God is faithful even when we will feel faithless. Despite the circumstances, He will always make a way.
Awesome, right??? I know. I thought so too. 🙂
So. like I said before.. I’m SO excited about what God is doing now and what He is going to do this next year.
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