Last night we met together as a Squad here in Chisinau, Moldova for a time of worship. Two of the teams were in Berlin, Germany for a couple weeks of ministry last month and God rocked them with some amazing worship. God gave new songs, dances, poetry, and art. He really ignited a powerful flame in them that they brought to our time of worship last night.
At first, I had a hard time participating in worship. I was full of excuses…I’m tired, I don’t have anything to contribute, I’m not getting anything out of this. I wanted to leave, but something inside me drew me in. I just couldn’t leave.
Then, Alana played a song that she wrote while in Berlin. It was absolutely beautiful. It was as if the Lord was singing this song over me. She played it again and then explained more about where the song came from and something inside of me broke. I began to cry. Jordan S. and a few others came over and started praying over me. I wept and it was as if Christ was doing surgery on my soul. Pulling out the deep pain and sadness that I didn’t even know was there. The deep feelings of abandonment were being released.
God is so GOOD! After that was released He poured His joy and love into those new spaces. I don’t want to go around any longer with my fingers in my ears when He tells me He LOVES me. He loves ME. He ministered to me in such a powerful and healing way last night.
I love this squad and the community that we have. I love how God uses our experiences and pain for good. He pursues us and knows what’s best for us. He is a good Daddy!
Our team is heading out to Ukraine tonight for our last month of ministry on the World Race. I am filled with so much joy right now and I just want it to overflow to the people we serve this last month. We won’t know the details of our ministry until we get there…but it’s going to be good! Thank you for all of your support and prayers J
