Flesh, or the spirit.
lately, the flesh has just become dominate.
I've been in this place of frustration, and there really is no reason for it.
I've been in a state of complacency.
I've let myself get comfortable with being in the flesh.
I think its been a couple sold weeks now since i've actually sat down and read my bible.
and equally as long since i've journaled.
I recently stumbled upon this quote that really just sums up what is actually going on.
“Satan will keep you busy with anything as long as you’re not busy with Jesus.”
A lot of times, Satan isnt doing these crazy horrible things,
he's just letting you sink further into your self.
As long as you arnt seeking God, he doesnt really have to lift a finger.
I'm busy with everything other than Jesus.
and i'm tired.
Exhuasted, actually.
I crave him so deeply, that it actually hurts.
I crave to be inside his presence again.
I crave to be encouraged and pruned by Him.
The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak. (Matthew 26:41)
and damn, is it weak.
We are told to be on guard because Satan
is walking around like a prowling lion.
Well, i've been walking around like he doesnt exist and i can just not do ANYTHING
and be fine.
A soilder doesnt go into battle without being prepared.
I want you Jesus, and i crave you,
i'm sorry my flesh sucks,
but i want your spirit more.
Love you,
Thank YOU for loving me the same every single day.
Your grace is far more than i can comprehend.
(A couple things for you people that don't really follow what's going on in facebook land.)
I have met my 2nd deadline to launch which is $6,500!
How incredible is that? I now only need about $8,300 to be fully funded.
THAT IS SO MUCH BETTER THAN $15,500 let me tell you.
Also,
we now have 3 squad leaders launching with us instead of just two.
Chelsea and Erin were orginally our strong, beautiful, fearless, leaders.
now,
Phillip has joined as well.
Phillip was with us at training camp and is such a joy.
He really spoke a lot of life into me, and i'm excited for him to really be a part of our squad.
I'll link you guys to each of their blogs so you can keep up to date with them as well.
http://chelseaangel.theworldrace.org/
http://eringretz.theworldrace.org/
http://philhenry.theworldrace.org/
You're really going to be blessed by each of these amazing people of God.
I know we as a squad are.
