Man, it has been a while since I’ve written to y’all! Jesus has been doing some incredible things in the world around me in the last month, so much so that I think I might just sit on the ground with my mouth hanging open like a big-mouth bass. I am so blessed to see so many phenomenal occurrences in so many different places and in so many different lives and I am not really sure how to sum it all up. God is truly amazing and I don’t think the thesaurus has enough adjectives for just how many things He is to me and to all of us.
I have really been hard pressed, however, to really ask for a lot of prayer into my future at the 42nd Generation aka G42 in Spain from all of you. Stepping into that school and learning from those people is putting me into a place where I am going to start being prepared for my future and for my calling in life. Jesus is about to put me into a learning environment unlike any I have ever been in before and I am not really 100% certain what I am getting myself into. I have never heard a discouraging word about that place but I am mildly anxious about entering a lifestyle that is really geared to getting me off of my butt and into the future God has truly laid out for me.
As these ideas of really going and setting out for the race He has planned for my feet really start to set in, it all starts to seem too real to actually be real. To think that by this time next year I could actually be living and working in Los Angeles seems like a dream that is going to be just that: a dream. I know my heart wants to trust that it will happen but my flesh seems a lot like a big rubber chicken that wants to flop in a safe place and not take the risk of really going out and grabbing onto what He’s got waiting for me.
This next season in my life is going to be so awe-inspiring but I need you to pray for my heart and my willingness to trust that God is going to provide for me. I want to not just hitch my wagon to Jesus but fully recognize that He is sitting right next to me and is never going to let me go and ride alone. Please, don’t hesitate to pray for me. I need you!
