Hellur Hellur again everyone!
I know I am posting quite frequently but the Lord has a lot for me to say and I have got to get it out!
I wanted to give a more detailed and powerful description of training camp that would let you lightly dip your toes into my experience.
One of the biggest issues I suffer from is a lack of focus (as previously mentioned). It takes a lot to really get me going and a lot of times I just need a hard slap in the face. The first night of training we made sure to focus on our expectations and simply letting them go. I never registered how much I relied on my own plan for my life instead of that of Christ. As we began to let go of our expectations I began to really see how much I had been holding on to. I was shivering down to my very core as God absolutely rattled my world.
I tried to brace myself for whatever was coming next, not realizing that it was time to forgive. We were asked to think of those who had wronged us and how we had wronged others. We were asked to look into ourselves and remove what was really holding us back. My emotions took over me in a way that I had only seen in movies. I may have created the world’s most disgusting snot rockets of freedom and it felt absolutely phenomenal.
I kicked down so many walls that were boxing me into my small world. My brain was completely jolted and put in second place behind my heart. God stood me on a cloud and set me free from what I thought my life was supposed to be like. I released the chains that held me to the ground I was so firmly planted on. I let go of so many damaging experiences and started anew. Training camp smashed my world to bits and pieces without even a second glance, creating a new world for me to live and breathe the life that Christ designed for me.
I will never forget the changes I made during training camp. My life will literally never be the same after this past week. The devil is my enemy and I will not let him take hold of my life any longer. God has restored me to a righteous woman and I will never fall back.
this photo represents a hard slap in the face… i hope you like it!
coming next week: how to knock satan out of your life! subscribe!!!
