So, for the past few months as many of you know I have been going through a very difficult time ( and for those of you who dont know I am willing to share just please ask and i will tell you.) Anyways this situation especially has truely brought me back to where I need to be in my walk and relationship with God. These past few months have given me the opportunity to talk to many people about my life and all the different things that I have gone through. Especially with this recent situation i have peope ask me if i am mad at God or why I am not mad at God, or how are you doing so well even when all this has happened, Well… for the past week or so this song below has been stuck in my head and i think it accurately describes how I feel about the situations that have happened in my life and why I am choosing to deal with them the way i am.
BRING THE RAIN (By Mercy Me)
“I can count a million time when people ask me how i can praise you with all that ive gone through
The question just amazes me could circumstances possibly change who i forever am in you
Maybe since my life has changed long before these rainy days Its never really ever crossed my mind
To turn my back on you oh Lord, my only shelter from the storm, but instead, I draw closer through these times
So…I pray Bring me Joy Bring me Peace, Bring the chance to be free, Bring me anything that brings you glory
And I know they’ll be days when this life brings be pain, but if that’s what it takes to bring you praise
JESUS… BRING THE RAIN…
I am your regardless of the clouds that may loom above, Beacuse you are much greater than my pain
You who made a way for me, suffering your destiny, So tell me…Whats a little rain?
So I pray… Bring me joy, Bring me peace, Bring the chance to be free, Bring me anything that brings you glory
And I know they’ll be days when this life brings me pain, but if thats what it takes to praise you
JESUS….BRING THE RAIN…”
You see God is soooo much bigger than any of my problems or anything I have or am currently going through. Anything I go through I know God will not only bring me through, he will use it to strengthen me and he will always turn those things around to bring himself glory and praise, and I think that is sooo awsome. I am at a point in my life when I truely know and believe that my life is not my own and that it is God’s. The only way we can have joy, peace, and freedom, is through Jesus Christ. Also how can I ever compare my problems and my suffering to his….My pain is nothing compared to what he did for me on the cross… So you know what
JESUS BRING THE RAIN….
I am so ready for it!!!
So that my friends is how I am able to get through my days… and why i am able to trust God and am giving up a year of my life to do his work and draw closer to him.
