Do you ever wonder what God is doing? Do you ever think that you have all the answers and then He doesn’t move on what you thought? Do you ever scream and yell at Him to do it in your timing?
These are questions that have been rolling over and over in my mind. I have asked God over and over again what He is doing. I have started a debt/mortgage reduction business that I fully believe in, yet He hasn’t broken it open. I have waited on Him and screamed out to Him for the answers. I have truly been David ever since I have been back from The World Race.
What I laugh about most; is that every circumstance in our lives is answered prayer. I have cried out to become more like Jesus, I have screamed for David’s heart, I have asked for it all and now it comes.
Why do I pray the prayers that I do knowing that it will bring fire? Some days I have no clue why, I just know that it is in my heart. Some believe that we are in the end times; some have said Jesus will come back in 5-50 years, some hundreds of years. Yes I do yearn for His return but I also want to rest in the moment of now.
The prayers that I have prayed require me to go through the fire. What will I do with billions of dollars if entrusted to me right now if I don’t know what it means to have nothing? What will I do if I become a preacher across the United States/world if I don’t understand humility, will pride take over? What will I do if I actually get what I pray?
I believe God grants us our prayers and we resent Him for it. I believe that we get everything we ever wanted yet we feel like it is a curse or that we did something wrong. Being refined in the fire tells who a person really is. Character is not defined when you are on top of the mountain, it is defined when you are in the valley.
As Erin and I continually go through a refining season, we humbly ask that you think of us. I have prayed big prayers and have warred in the heavenlies and need the assistance of prayer. My family will always go for everything in Jesus and will never settle for a mediocre life. We were created for so much more and will fight to the end for freedom. If it is on your heart to lift us up prayerfully or financially this Holiday season we greatly appreciate your support.
Erin and I are so blessed to have people in our lives that love us and believe in us. We only want Jesus and what He has planned for us. May Jesus fill your lives with joy and cover you in His amazing grace.
God Bless.
