Yep. I said it I’m in love with someone. he’s seriously the coolest guy. I didn’t think it was possible for me to fall in love, to be fully committed to someone. But he’s changed me. I say this because all my life I have been afraid of commitment. Commitment to sports, time, relationships, and especially afraid of commitment to people that I love. Because I’m afraid to let people down. To disappoint people when they have expectations for me.
So this guy I’m in love with…I’ve known him all my life but was truly fully introduced to him about 7 months ago. When I showed up at training camp for the world race in July without any idea what I was about to get myself into. Since then everyday Ive learned something new and true about this guy. He’s kind and honest. He loves every part of me. He forgives like no other. This guy knows how to listen and he gives the best advise. When I’m with him everything is perfect and peaceful.
Not to long ago I danced for the first time with him. While I was dancing with him I had to come to understand that I couldn’t be with him and long to dance with anyone else. Now when I dance with him I don’t want to be anywhere else because he is the best thing. Let me tell you he’s the best dancer. This guy I’m madly in love with, his name is Jesus. Maybe you’ve heard of him.
Lately I have been longing to see Jesus face and asking him to reveal it to me because when I’m with him I can’t ever see his face. But get this…About a week ago my squad leader lead my whole team through a guided prayer/inner healing. And at one point in my vision with Jesus I looked up and saw parts of his face I remember thinking he was so attractive and beautiful but now wouldn’t be able to make out what I saw. Jesus is the coolest he continually blows my mind with what it means to be intimate with him. He is teaching me that I need to show him all of me I need to give him my ALL even the parts that are ugly and messy. Yes I know Jesus sees all of me already but he’s waiting for us to run to him to want him. He wants us to admit our weakness. To know that he is the only one that can fill us.
So run to Jesus fall in love with him!! It’s so worth it!
