Y’all Training Camp is amazing its so much fun hanging out with my squad and my team I’m honestly learning so much. We have about 3-6 sessions a day with different speakers or exercises we do with our teams. These sessions can range from learning about the power of the Holy Spirit or the different cultures we are about to go into and how to preach the gospel to them and even how to use social media as a form ministry. But I’m not gonna lie camp is also really really hard. It’s so mentally and physically draining that from my squad we have had 3 people drop because God was telling them that this isn’t the time for them. And everyone here gets where they are coming from you can only go on this trip with God taking you by the hand and walking with you one step at a time. My main struggle this week has been hearing the Lord. I can’t ever tell the difference between what voice is me, what voice is satan, and which is God’s. I’ve been begging God to give me a little something just so I could hear him and know he’s is there, but after I got nothing from him I kinda felt abandoned I didn’t know how to take it because everyone was getting words around me. Last night we went over the power of the Holy Spirit and how it moves through us and the speaker had us sit on the ground and have the leaders pray over us and during that time God gave me the image of a lake at sunset. Sky filled with pink orange and purple. Trees all around not a single branch moving and just a crystal clear lake without one ripple and God told me to just relax and be patience and wait for him to move in me the world around doesn’t matter what matters is what he does in me. And that brought me to tears a little bit just to see how good God is and I can’t wait to see what he has in store for the next few days.
